I stepped into office this morning...

The first news I heard from my colleagues was about an accident.

One of the worker involved in the accident on Saturdays' night.

Glad to hear that he only got light injured and able to work as usual.

Look at his car...

Don't you think that he's really lucky as God given him second chance of life?

He was a lil bit drunk that time after sent Jessica to home.

He told me that he managed to forced himself to another side when he saw the striking light from that Ninja King. 

So, can you imagine how big is that car and knocked his little Proton Saga?

He thought he's at "hell" already when he opened his eyes after the big BANG.

He's still alive but he is really in trauma as this is the first time he met such accident.

Praise the Lord for this. =)

But, on the other hand...

Jessica telling me that lucky the guy didn't die in the accident, if not, sure her boyfie going to dump her for going out late night with other guy. WTH?!

She's is concerning about her situation and not bother about people's life at all?

Just so you know she is the girl which I mentioned in the relationship problem in my previous post last time.

Sigh.

I don't have time to bother all those thing as my mountain high work loads all waiting for me to get done.

Have to get it done and holidays start on 27th - 02nd June. =D

You can see how I look with the thick make up in my previous post and now you going to see how nerdy I look like without make up and with bestie's glass. :p 

I don't wear glasses one. 

My eye sight still very clear and sharp. :p

Thanks to my home's mini garden.

Green scenes is good for eyes, know or not? :p

[This is a scheduled post]

Guess you guys also know that this Saturday is the NIGHT! =P

Each time when there's a special function to attend,  I will be feeling excited but kinda headache at the same time! Grr..

I love shopping but dislike the process of finding suitable dress.

Well if you shopping, you're not bothered by what's the suitable for any function, it's just simply you love it and you decided to buy it.

But, when come to finding the most suitable dress for certain function, you're just going to get some headache.

I used to enjoy the fun of surveying and finding the most suitable dress with my bestie, but not for this time. :(

This time will be all by myself.

The last time I went shopping solo was last year after broke up. xD

But, obviously it doesn't work on me. :(

Okay we're not going to talk about it. *lol*

I went to one of the outlet named "yoyoki" and have a try on few dresses. 

Anyway, I only can say not much choices as almost all the design of dress is either I already have it or I don't fancy those type of dress.

I am kinda like it but the back part is so damn transparent which makes me feel not comfortable to wear it.

It's kinda tight some more. :/

Seriously, when nobody going with you, you can only ask yourself if it is suitable or not.

I don't really trust what's those salesgirl's comment as they are just going to say " nice nice". =.=

This one very comfy to wear!

The silver color at the neck there is kinda heavy.

You know, I don't like when those salesgirls pick approximately 6-7 dresses and asked me to try on each of it. 

They just simply pick according to which they think its nice or sexy.

So, I've decided to go to the POSE boutique which I've already been their member. 

The reason is just simply that they know what suit me and they pick fine dresses for you to try on it.

Overall, service and quality guaranteed! xD

Okay, it's in black color.

I love the quality of the dress. <3

Another black color.

The design just look kinda similar with one of my dresses at home.

There's few others but gosh it's too sexy. :S

Then I proceed with my another favorite outlet - TheModHouse.

I love to go there as they are all very friendly and they remembered me! =p

Anyway, I did not expect I can get a suitable dress at here as most of the apparels at here are all more to formal classy and elegant wear. :)

They picked three apparels for me to try on.

I love this one but its too tight for me.

Look nice but when I start to walk. *gosh*

I would want to buy this for office wear. :p

Ahah! I like this one too. :)

Seriously, its really not fun when you just go by yourself.

Nobody talking with you and that's makes you feel tired of walking very easily!

Hate it!

So, the last boutique that I went was Maylana.

Most of their apparels is special ordered from New York, so you can see those dresses with the brand on it. :)

I am totally heart this one.

What a simple yet elegant dress!

It's just arrived and it's the only ONE.

I am loving this one too. <3

It's look cute with the tube design and the bottom design of the dress is sooooo soft!

Do not be surprised to see most of it is white color. *lol*

Am just loving white color so much.

Don't worry as there's different color of dresses in my wardrobe.

I've picked one dress amongst the above.

Who can guess which one?

Hint: Price = MYR138.00

I am nearly broke after shopping for full set of accessories and heels and bags to match with the dress I've picked. *gosh*

But, its WORTH IT! XD

People, I had this enough already.

I am sorry to say that I really wanted to withdraw myself the so-called Blog Idol contest.

I am really tired of get "attacked" by people I don't know for every starting of each song category.

Worst that now people not playing it fairly, it just getting nastier and I don't want to keep myself in nasty and dirty game like this.

I am not joining it to get fame.

So, that's it.

Some of you may say am being over sensitive over this issue, but you do not know me well.

Some of you may just gonna say me coward, but I think I have to concern myself more and especially my health. It is not worth it for me to continue this nasty game if people just aimed me. 

What people want is just their favorite idol to win and with my withdrawal, its easier already.

So, you guys can celebrate it now for your favorite idol.

Totally unfair situation and it is very obvious.

I also know that nobody would care because most of you just going to say am just a little girl who don't know what I am saying and don't need to take seriously for what I am saying.

I now myself very well, really thanks to foongpc, Merryn and uncle Tekkaus for all those people come to my read my blog.

Thanks a bunch.

I guess you all also know that Merryn and I are quite close to each other. 

What she told me last night is so true.

All these doesn't worth it and am not deserve to be treated this way.

Poor me.

Glad that she also told me to withdraw myself before its getting nastier.

She's very clear with what had happened since the started of this nasty game.

Ignorance is the best yet people just don't stop there.

But again...

I realized this blogging world is way too much for me already.

Am glad for people who love me and my blog. 

Am glad to get to know with all amazing people like you all.

I meant it. :)

I am so mean to kept on blog about my anger and craps.

You guys have to bear with it. *lol*

I enjoy giving people pressie to show my appreciation to them. 

Today is bro Gilbert's 10th birthday, I really wish to celebrate with him but seems like I can't make it due to more important thing I have to do.

After this, I hope for those who dislike me, please respect my blog and leave here. :)

For my blogger friends who not agree with what I am saying here, I don't mind if you stop visiting my blog because my purpose to blog is not because of all these nonsense crap.

I am not saying crap at here and I am just voice out my opinion towards this kind of situation.

Thanks. 

Lastly, I am really sorry to Bluedreamer.

I know I am supposed to talk to you first about my withdrawal but I didn't see you online and I can't take it no more.

This is totally unfair to me and for me this contest is not just a simple contest where people joining for fun.

I am not blaming you and this is beyond your control.

I am not joining it to get attacked by certain idol's fans and get humiliate by people I don't know at there.

I am not that tough to face it every week.

For those who know me and been reading my blog, you guys should already know how much I love Mondays.

To me, Monday is a really a great start of everything! =D

One great news to share with you all...
Brother Delvin checked his final term result through internet just now and he got such excellent result!
4 pointer!
Gosh! He managed to maintained his result since the first term till the final term's exam!
All of us really happy for him! yay! =D
The whole house full with EXTRA joy and laughter just now.

There is another one!
I am awarded by Nicole Teo for these awards!






Oh! I am so happy!
See! Monday is really GREAT! =D

By the way, the rules go this way:

1. Say 'Terima Kasih' to the person who gave this award.

2. Pass on to 15 other blogger friends who deserve this award.

3. Share 7 things you don't know about me.

1. Thanks so muchiee Nicole! Glad that you love my blog. xoxo!

2. 15 of my dearest blogger friends.

a) Elaine Charmaine Leong

b) Iamthewitch

c) Merryn

d) Reanaclaire

e) Cleffairy

f) Victoria J. Ongkili

g) Ghosty Nana

h) Denise

i) Tammi Tan

j) Vicky

k) Sarah Marilyn

l) Frenda Grace

m) Alicia Cynthia

n) Molly

o) Allison

(I really would like to award some of the dudes at here but seems like these awards are for ladies. Next time yea.)

3. SEVEN Things You Don't Know About Me.

- Am afraid of injection.

- Am afraid of insects and bugs.

- Am afraid of dark.

- Fear of height.

- I have lots secrets.

- I am a laughing freak.

- I am a shy person! :p

Am done. 

Uh-Oh.
The Second Round of Blog Idol just started.
The song I've submitted for "Love Song" category :

Unchained Melody by Righteous Brothers. 

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God speed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow
To the sea, to the sea
To the open arms of the sea
Lonely rivers sigh
"Wait for me, wait for me"
I'll be coming home; wait for me

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered, hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God speed your love to me


[ P/S: Looking forward to this Saturday! =D ]

WordPress!

Yes I fell in love with WordPress! Haha!

I just get started with my another so-called "secret blog" for the third day. :)

I lurve it very much. <33

I actually created it on wordpress.com.

The most happy part was when I received a self hosted own domain from someone. :))

He helped me a lot in my "problem" with WordPress.

I have to admit that WordPress is way much professional. ^.^

Therefore, my url no longer worrdpress.com!
He said that's gift to me for winning the first round of Blog Idol! =D

Thanks so much to him! =D 

This blog will still remain as my main blog. :)

Updates will still be here.

My "secret blog" is not a private blog so do not ask me to give you access to it yea. :) 

But again, I am not giving you the link. :p

And yes there are always a one or two knew it. :)

Ohyea...

Special thanks to those who has voted my song in Blog Idol.

Appreciated it very much.

Thanks to mom for suggested such great song to me that time! xD

By the way, AB CeeDee!

I am NOT short kay. I am still taller than you. :p

AB CeeDee: " May, how come you become short dy one? da leg hanging der. ahahaz! "

Me: " wth! =.= "


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FIRST COMMENTER:

Period + Flu = Sleep early

Lol!

Well for the very first time, I am glad that my aunt visit me early this month. :p

By next week, she will leave me. =D

Okay back to the topic.

Hmmm... Yesterday after work, am supposed to go home and enjoy my nap. It's raining that time, perfect time for my nap aye! :p

However, Jessica asked us to accompany her to DiGi centre for her boyfie's sim card problem. So then we said okay.

Let me tell you guys how's actually the situation was...

Last Tuesday, Jessica just registered for DiGi postpaid and get herself the main line while the boyfie took the supplementary line. 

For you info, the boyfie working at KL there. 

This is means she use courier service to post the simcard to her boyfie the next day. 

Things getting worse when she checked her boyfie's bill transactions everyday.

 She found out a lots of numbers appeared on the bill and it's very obvious that the boyfie contacted certain number quite often. 

She getting upset and mad, she even make a call to those numbers and worse when the person who answer the call were all girls. 

She had quarreled with the boyfie everyday after she checked the bill transactions details. 

Yesterday, her boyfie did not call or text her for almost the entire day and she then called him and just found out that there's something wrong with the sim card according to her boyfie. 

When she comes to me and telling me the whole thing, I just answered her that her boyfie is cheating. 

(I know am kinda bad for saying so but it's impossible when he told her that he still can use it in the morning and after noon time cannot already. "Check your sim" <-- Is there such command? ) 

He can bluff her but not me. *lol*

Alright, back to the story again. 

She asked us to accompany her to go cyber café to surf internet as she wanted to check the bills transaction details again. 

Guess what she found out?? 

The boyfie made a long call to one number and it's during afternoon time. 

Jessica took out her phone and start calling the number and as usual - a girl answered it. 

I didn't know how was it going on as I went to buy some food that time. 

According to another colleague, he told me Jessica yelled and scolded the girl as the girl scolded her first. *omg* 

When we were inside the car on the way to home, she called that girl and her boyfie. 

She called and talked to them with those fouls language included. *scary* 

You know, she turned on loudspeaker mode and both my colleague and I can listen the entire conversation of them. 

I was really surprised with the boyfie when the boyfie cursed her and called her as "slut". *sigh* 

This is not the first time he did that to her. 

For me, it's not worth for loving such guy. 

She cried so badly in the car and seriously I did not feel any sympathy on her. 

Want to know why? 

Because she herself too having "extra" boyfies at here and she is actually enjoyed going out till late night with them.

 She told us before that she kinda fell in love with other guy and talking those craps to us.

I know that's what we called as reality but sorry to say this, I don't respect anyone who do that to their partner. :) 

Another thing, now she should know how I felt for what she did to me in the past few months. 

You did that on me, and now other girls doing that on you. 

How u feel? Not good right? 

Am just lucky that I did not really into that bloody guy. =D 

So, it seems like your situation is worse than me. 

You kept on telling us that you going to leave your boyfie since last year, but you never take any move.

 Stop telling people craps then!

Ask yourself, he had already broke you up for twice and you're the one who still chasing over him.

You kept on telling me that sex can hold him, but actually it's not.

He ever did it to many girls when he is in relationship with you and you're not the only one. 

Stop fooling yourself and take the right move.

[ P/S: I will never respect or fancy any guy who curse and use foul language when talking to her partner. Though I never experienced it before, but yesterday just surprised me a lot! ]

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FIRST COMMENTER:

Again.

I was tumblr-ing and found some great quotes which can motivate me and I found this one.
This one did not motivate me, it just simply caught my attention. :)

Yes that's how innocent a little girl can be.

Most of the people in tumblr found this picture funny.

To me, it is a moral lesson to learnt.

How about you?

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